In July this year, my 4th
PETscan came back…. Clear! PTL. Then, last week, just 2 months later… I find
a lump on my left chest wall, underneath where one of the tumors would have
been if we had not had the mastectomy.
Though my oncologist and surgeon both feel hopeful that its not
malignant… one doesn’t know for sure until it is out and tested. This will happen shortly.
Celebrating after the service with our church family |
But, being faced with this
scare when I least of all expected it, got me thinking. Nothing in life is certain. Everything in life is subject to change at
any minute. The only things that remain
constant are the truths that firstly, He, Jesus, is in control… and secondly,
that life is our chance to prepare for life on the other side… prepare ourselves and to be in relationship
as we do that, so that we can be mutually encouraged as we prepare alongside
others.
I so want to be able to dream
again about what I want to do with my lifeJ. But, He wants me to foremost want to be in
His will and following His direction. Lord, help to to LEARN how to make plans and
allow you to direct my steps. Help me
learn how to keep ‘me’ out of your wayJ. Thank you for your patience with me.
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